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i don't like this picture , because i really really small than other in this picture

my friend ask to me for i singing chrismast song in front of many people , really really shy , because i often singin in fron of many people , i more like singing at bathroom alone ^^
that picture is really really new... i take that picture eum... 25 december. hahahaha already see my new hair style?? yeap... im change my hair colur to purple , like key right? i really really want have key hair style , but i must wait until next year no long right?



more than team
during the roughly 3 weeks when we first cam to singapore , we really were lonely. that loneliness we felt at first turned into anger later , though there isn't a reason why. and to be honest , the members' relationships with each other becaome not very good . but on the coutrary it is true that when we overcame that period , the bnd between the black jack member of us grew even deeper

this time 19.47 singapore time , all member still prepare for performent tonight at zouk , michia and girl member busy to make up boy member. yeah tonight we have consept spooky eyes with dracula outifil edward cullen wanna be. i not like this consept , because i think i don't match with this consept , but all member think this a best consept so i don't have reasson to not like this idea.
that picture is michia.when i buy some food with her i get that wallpaper . so i think is cute if she pose like in front of that wallpaper , and that result from my capture...what do you think reader? i think is uniq picuter...humph... xD
st james power station
st james power station the biggest clubbing at singapore

hi reader...
good morning all is 7.61 singapore time. im still at singapore until new years because i must have performent at sentosa island for new years parides. eum... i really really want sleeping again , after write this i want come back sleep xD. i get up today because i get new call from st james power station manager... she want we performent at there for 1 month . she want we performent every week end at january full...
she already watching we perfoment at singapore dance comeptition yesterday , and shey like , seh tell to me we have ability for to do more and more. i want tell about this to all member , but they still sleep. i want ask you reader. how about you comemnt about this problem? i can't make choce right nowi need you comment reader...
anyway tonigh i will go to zouk...if you at singapore , meet me at there. wanna see im dance??? see at zouk tonight and tomorrow , i will dance at there from 23.00 until 01.00 , x-mast day with party...hahahaha...
hoam..... im really really sleeping , i will write again after i get up okay... i upload some picture st james power station...












hi reader im fay come back. hahahaaha sorry for make you worried. sorry for my girl friend already make you upset , sorry for all my reader for broken you hope to me , and i want make so sorry really really sorry to the black jack member , sorry all i not a good leader for you. i can't make you all go to be winner... so sorry...
actually 19 december i join at battle dance competition , with b-boys singapore. ah for info , in this comeptition the black jack member have 2 group , fist group is for b - boy comepetition and all man the black jack member join in first group. and second group is modern dance competition not all man the black jack member join , only half from all man the black jack member
19 december i first comeptition already star. first match we lost. okay i don't know why we lost. we already practice , we already prepare all for long time ago . we don't need winner but i don't thinking in first match we will lost , is is....ah SHIT! i really really dissapoint . when i listen about result , i tell to all member and i go away. i not go back until 22 december. im so shy to meet black jack member. i think i not useful. how come i to be leader? im is really really babo leader.
22 december...
my mood is not good. all member just quite , no one ask to me for something. my condition is not good. im flue and i not eat very good. yeah... i think i will sick and im really really sick. im little fever plus im drink yesterday. is make my condition more not good. but i don't tell to somebody about my condition. we match 11.00 , is second match for second group. because something match pending and match will star 13.00
i don't go anywhere. i just sit at waiting room. all member go to eat or something. i don't as to everyone , i verry - verry shy. actually id on't wnt meet them , but i don't make this more upset because i not join in this comeptition. ah you can call me loser or something. but really this my first match im lost , i never lost before. and you know is so hurt , more hurt than i listen from mouth my exgirl friend 'dont meet me again'.
i don't know how to fell lost , and right now how fell lost. is not good. really really not good. but i want thx to GOD , make me know how feel if i lost. i don't think i lost from other team. i lost from my self. and i hate this. why i say i love from my self not from other team? because i don't make this team good enough. i just make they practice. i forget to make they remember if we join in this match not because we want win but because we love dance , and we can't live without dance . yeah i forget to make they remember how important dance to them...
before match star i get something , something make me want cry and smile in smile in same time...is a testimonial from the black jack member. i really really don't know they will make this for me. is not pretty , they just write testimonial in brosur paper. how come they right testimonial for a leader just in brosur paper??? is really really curios hahahaha xD , but i love this testimonial so much...
this testimonial from the black jack member , not all i write , just 3 testimonial.
to : fay the really really babo leader
from : michia the most sexy girl
i don't think you really really babo leader , but after see you at singapore , ah i think you really really babo leader. first i meet you i really upset because you don't not like a man who i love so much until now (for fay girlfriend , so sorry if i say like this , until now i still love fay , i hope he back to me , but he don't wan back to me . because he already choce you for to be him girl friend i will say you reall really luck girl 'she tell to me when i ask i want upload some testimonial'). but after first meet in singapore , and after i tell you how improtant dance to you , you really really cahnge. you more like leader , yeah for 21 you only leader. you know when you dissaper after you know result , we really really curios. we must know we know angry to you because we lost , but we will sad if we make you broke. for 21 member you more than leader , you must know about it .
sarangheyo babo leader....
to : fay
from : rendy
i join with same group with you. i join in 21 member because i want shopping at singapore. from frist i not practice good , i always lazy , i always late if you ask to practice , i always want go back to home quickly. but you never angry to me , actually i want you angry to me. more you patient i more don't like. you really really good leader , more than alex than me. actually you and alex is different people. you always want to be like alex , i know he is a good leader , but alex is not you , and you not alex , you must have uniq style. don't think you must like alex. for me you a good readder. and i want say sorry , sorry for long time ago i not practice very good . this team lost because me , i don't serious in this match. and when you gone i really really upset , i don't you upset , because you can't feel like this.
to : fay
from : wendy
i always remember you always come to practice dance early , and after we finish practice dance you still practice. you always get up early go jogging for make you body good , you not eat meat for long time ago. you use barbel at you hand and you foot for make you dance more good . how many thing you do for this campetition. and i don't do anything. so sorry , your gone is my mistake. dont think you a reasson this team lost . this team lost because we not serious. we want say sorry for that. and i hope i have change for next time join with same team like this. the black jack team is increnable team , and i never forget moment when we together practice , shopping , talk about concept , dancing cheap dance , and many more.
I NEVER FORGET THIS FOREVER AND EVER
i really really touched because all testimonial. righ now i don't think i must fokus to my upset but i must fokus to future right? thx for all.... thx......