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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

status : stress

0 comments Posted by fay 'airos' at 3:56 AM

STRESS

yeap that word image me....

im stress right now....im stress because how many problem i cant leave , i want leave but i cant ,

how many time i spend for run from that problem but i cant , i try to run but i think i more close whit that problem

with this strange i want stand up by my self , i dont want make everyone worry about my condition .

I CAN DOING WITH MY SELF
MAY BE IS NOT EASY BUT I MUST DOING WITH MY SELF
BECAUSE I ALREADY LEAVE THAT PROBLEM ,THIS TIME FOR ME TO FINISH THAT. BECAUSE ONLY ME CAN FINISH THAT , NOT MY FAMILY , NOT MY BEST FRIEND , NOT MY GIRLFRIEND , BUT ME.

GOD GIVE ME STRANGE , GIVE POWER FOR MAKE THAT TO HAVE A GOD FINAL. I DONT WANT SOMEONE HURT , I DONT WANT SOMETHING CHANGE IF I FINISH THAT PROBLEM...

I BELIEVE GOD , YOU IS MY FATHER
I JUST PRAYER AND DO SOMETHING I THINK GOOD FOR MAKE THIS FINISH
I WANT ALL FINISH

my friend tell to me for edit my blog
i never do this before , but i will try if i already learn
right now i dont have time for learn edit blog , may be next time i will learn and make my blog more intersting. and i hope you like my blog
thx for reader who always read my blog
love you...

happy valentine day

maybe if you always read my status i have write status

I still think for quit from dance forever

its true , i always think about that. my parent said if i always to be a dancer its not good for my future. i must do something more big , for my family and for me.

i dont want my wife someday must work , just because i dont have enough money for my family

i dont want like that. because work is my duty , duty as a man...

i dont want my wife must tired because she must work , i want she at home , do something like a woman , shopping , go to mall with my kid , or else. i dont want my wife job, its my promise

that promise must make me more do something big. to be somebody who have a money , good profession.

i want tell story about my parent , i dont want arrogant because i dont have competence to be arrogant , that treasures is not mine , its my parent. my father job is boss , he have rigging in some place at indonesia , he have hotel too at taiwan. its make my parents rich.

from junior high school im private school at my home. my parents want me to be smart boy , and i already do the best for that. but in college i fail , im drop out from my college . its make my parents disappointed to me , and i promise right now i dont want make they dissapointed again

my life style is not same with how many people , its not mine im arrogant , i friendly to everybody who care and love me . my life style from junior high school yeah....eum....maybe you can say my life style is elegant, my friend comment my life style is jetset life style. they said like that because im rich.

for me , im not rich. my parents rich is not me. im still poor. but someday i want like my parent. money is not everything but money is something you need.

to be dancer is not make me success , i love dance , and everybody say my dance is good. reason my dance is good because i always practice. everyday i dance 1 - 2 hours , i you practice everyday 1-2 hours you will get good dancer too.

dance is not how your step , dance is about how you express you feeling when you listen music. i so bad to remember step , i never good to remember step. i always do free style dance , is work for me , but not work for my friend. i dont know why.

but for you reader , if you like dance , just listen music and move your body. never thinking your step is bad , because dance is not about bed or no some step but dance is about how you express your feel , how to you tell everybody how you feel when you listen music

every body can dance and dont scare if you someone ask me to dance. because because dance you can express your felling and something you can out from reality and go to word like you want.

its my tips from me , i hope that tips work. dont scare to dance. ah...if you want ask about dance , ask to me , i like if you want discussion about dance to me. someday i want quite but not now , thx for comment about that status. luph you all xD

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

introduce

2 comments Posted by fay 'airos' at 6:11 AM

hi reader im come back with introduce post.... already see that guy picture? cute? pretty? leng zai? handsome? yeap , that cute guy is my hair stylish.

he is person who always my hair so color full and stylish. he name is Zeno. cool name right? but i dont like call he zeno i usually call him pinky boy , because he like pink color and he room have design with pink color , he always use pink tshirt too. he more addict pink color than me

this pink boy , not school again , he same age with me , he quit from school from high schol grade 2 . he quite because he dont like study. isnt not wrong right? people not same , sometimes a little people dont like study and he think for not study . but he not quite and stay nothing to do . he learn about hair . he love to make someone good with hair same with me love dance so much. beside he is my hair stylish he is my best friend.

if i have problem , i always tell to him . anyway he still normal guy . he is stylish , but he normal. he have a pretty girl friend. him girl friend is my friend , she is dancer too . hahahaha yeap he have a girl friend when he join in vertigo crew. intersting? want get boyfriend or girlfriend? join with vertigo crew...kekekekekeke...anyway im just kidding reader anyway i hope you enjoy with my blog. see you in next post...bye everyone.... muach.....kekekekek ^^

hi reader , how are you today? i hope you fine. im still busy with my study. i must focus to my study. anyway i want itroduce to you to my best friend , he is friend , Rey. i always call he 'beke' because he so short , mor short than me. hahahahaha. beke age is 25 years old , more old than me , but he face is young and he character is not like old man , he so childish .

i always with him together hang out to mall , beside i like go with max , i like go with beke to. he so friendly , we already have this friendshep more 5 years , and he is my best friend , and he can to be my girlfriend if i dont have friend to spend my satnite. yeah sometimes in satnite i together with him go to mall , cafe , or else to spend time. he still dont have girl friend , but he still normal. anyway i will introduce more important people for me. anyway i love lolita dress , so cute i think...

i promise
to grow along with you
to be willing to change
in order to keep
our rlationship
alive and eciting

i promise
to love you in
a good times and in bad
with all i have to give
and all i feel inside
completely and forever

i always love that word... make me remember how important a wedding for couple when they falling in love.... i want married someday. with who? i dont know of course with girl but i dont know who that lucky girl... what do you think reader? who girl i will be married?

who this girl? guess becaue i will upload this girl photo in my facebook ^^

sorry sorry and sorry for late update blog....come back with same reason im busy. sorry if your sms or wall or message in fb i not reply because i have a big something to do....what kind of something? this about my future...

with this post i want say sorry to my girl friend , sorry to not take care very well because im still want focus to my carrier and i dont make my parents disappointed with my behavior. i want serious to my carrier i want show to everyone even know before i drop out from my college but this time is not same again. i want to show to everyone and specially for my parents , i cant reach my dream to be a good dancer and still to be a good student.

and to everyone , everyone who always ask me about my condition , everyone who ready my blog , everyone alwawy say hi in fb , sms , thx for your attention to me. big thx for you all , thx for everything , sorry if i cant reply all , sorry if i like arrogant or something. but i want you know i not like that. if i not reply or not give reason if because i not busy not because i dont want have new friend....

and last i want share to you , i already watching snsd new mv...
i love this mv so much....they so cute....may be not all like they , i not they fans but i like they songs so much

hello reader sorry for make you wait , for me update blog.... im not lazzy update blog , but i dont have time for update blog always. and now i want update my blog....

when my laptop go to 'hospital' im not online with laptop...and i so lazy reply wall or something in my phone , so sorry if your wall i not reply. beside im busy im so lazy to reply that all....

anyway when first im get my laptop come back to me , im so happy...
im miss my laptop so much. because my laptop like my brother. im always take my laptop anywhere im go....

first im open fb account and youtube account in same time. and you know what , what im get? im get my account youtube already suspended... thats mean youtube already delete my account. is my third account in youtube already delete by youtube.is so such.... i want not make acocunt at youtube again , but my friend very need my account for search video.... and i dont want make they disappointed. so i will be back with another thelovingkorea see you in my new account in youtube okay reader....

my new capture will be coming soon , you can see in my fan page in facebook fay airos

when i first watching this mv i fall in love whit this mv.... yeah i know they are boy , same with me , but i love them. they have talented and of course im big fans of dbsk... hahahah , and now i want practice this dancing. reader check this mv , what do you think after watching this mv?

hi reader , long time no share in this blog , so sorry if i make you waiting for long time.... im little busy T_T. anyway today i want share to you about '10 fact about fay airos' , my friend write this fact to me and i think he right

1. when im dancing in front of many people i always use eyelinear if i not use eyelinear i scare to performent in front of many people

2. i have how many acecorris than my sister , anyway for info i love buy acecorris , from earring to necklace i collection all

3. colour all my underware is pink is not joke , is true . i love pink colour*i dont think is porn

4. i can speak just one word in one day , i don't like talk to much. i more quite when i stay at strange condition or meet someone who i don't know

5. my hobby is gardening , beside dance. i love gardening becaue my mom like flower so much

6. if i already sleep i so hard to wake up , how many friend when she or he sleep in same room with me , she / he will comment im sleep like someone who already death , i not change my positon or wake up so easyly

7. i will nervouse if you not use something with pink colour in my body if i performent , meeting or else

8. my friend say to me i not friendly first , but if already know me more , im so friendly. yeah im so quite if you first meet me , but if we usually meet i will open i will friendly , is not good charcater

9. my friend say to my i have strange hobby , she say i like to make girl crying . i dont thinking like that. i dont want make girl crying , isnt my hobby , but i think how many girl i already make cryign because she thinking im good to her because i like her but i good to girl because this is manner for boy

10. how many girl missunderstand with my goodness , how many girl thinking when i good to her im like her , but is wrong . just one girl who i like , is my girl friend

before performent

hi readder how are you today??? eum... wait , im forgot something before i post this blog....HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! just scream what do you want xD. i now at starbuck coffe at singapore , this my last night i here... little boring right here , really really miss my parents T_T

anyway what do you do in yesterday? party ? clubbing? hang out with friend , with boy friend / girl friend? what do you do in yesterday tell me. i want know too... if story about yesterday , i yesterday go to super club, dance at there. nothing special because we not playing , we job. so we not enjoy with a party...

anyway i remember something if i tell about new year... last year i spend my new year at ujung genteng , this a good place for you who like traveling . eum... you can see a good view and good beach , but because is like village , at ujung genteng you will not a good hotel or a good meal...but i love ujung genteng so much

Sunday, January 3, 2010

about my gadget

0 comments Posted by fay 'airos' at 11:15 AM

this is handycame is sanyo CG-9 . is not mine. i give this present for michia berth day last year. i just want give reader info. this item is so use if you lake take a picture and record video. yeah of course result not good like video recorder , but for first time , you can use this. usually michia use this for take a picture or record when we dance. if you need item can take a picture and record video well you can buy this.

ah for info i not buy this in indonesia shop , i buy this in japan. i don't know this item sold in indonesia or no , but you can ask in sanyo counter or your friend may be.

if you want more info about this gadget reader , you can ask me. i will welcome with all your question... i hope my post is working for you open your mind -thx-

actually i want buy a pink color but this color already sold , so i buy white color

which one do you like? i like pink and white.

* Full motion video with 640 x 480 (60fps)
* 9 Megapixel stills CMOS sensor
* 5x Optical Zoom
* Large 2.5 inch LCD display
* MPEG 4/AVC/H.264
* support SDHC Max 8GB

i already ask to my friend , she said this item sold in indonesia to. price this item may be Rp. 2.599.000

you can set language chinnese , japan , and englsih

this gadget have a beautiful body , very matching with you who want take a picture everywhere because this gadget have slim body , and not weight

so simple right?

yeah how many things i want share to you , readder. actually i want tell about my first clubbing at singapore , but readder i think , i don't have enough time for share about that. first i want share about my gadge. i just want all reader know more about me. i just not like fashion , dance , shopping , and activity girl only . i like gadget too , boy like this right?

first i want share about my new handphone.i but this handphone at singapore. may be this handphone you don't know , but may be you know. this handphone not booming at indonesia like blackberry . may be readder from indonesia will say i don't know about this handphone. i buy htc magic. this is smart handphone like blackberry. ah , i buy blackberry javelin too , for make my friend easy for contact me because blackberry have blackberry messager , is make people have blackberry easy for contat her/him friend if they have blackberry too... actually i don't like blackberry so much , i more like htc magic. this handphone so elegant , better than blackberry strom i think. may be if you buy this handphone at indonesia is so expensive , may be like you buy i phone. but when i buy at singapore this handphone not so expensive. yeah same like blackberry. if you don't know about htc magic , i have some picture... i love handphone so much

little same with blackberry bold right?

this handphone like nokia new handphone if you know , but i recomend if you want buy handphone with same style i recomend you buy htc magic

i love this handphone because this handphone use touch screan

beside htc magic i have another gadget. may be you know if im photografer. i use slr cammera when i capture model , object , or many else. but i don't take slr cammera when i go. is so big. because that i use poket handphone , but for quality little same with slr cammera. is more simple thank i must take slr cammera. anyway i hobby take a picture , not my only my picture only but i like take cloud , people when they activite , children , my friend , and many more. for me with take a picture i can stop a picture and when i miss for see a past moment i can see picture for make me remmber of the past. i not say see the past is good , but because we have past we here now right? redder you know what i mean right? i hope you understand. sorry if my english not good T_T. back to my poket cammera , i use lumix lx-3 for model i think like slr cammera but more little....

actually this is dslr cammera , if you intersting about slr cammera but you don't have enough money for buy slr cammera , you can star learn with this cammera , little same with slr cammera but not expensive like slr cammera

third gadget is my iphone. i can't live without this. beside i can't life without my girlfriend. this gadget is so important to me. this gadget make my life is not boring. one day , i forget take iphone to my bag , and you know what readder , that day to be my bad day. my friend say to me i like stupid people today. i don't know if at my bag not iphone i like wanna die. hahahaa i think i must change that character. its not good right? actually this iphone i can use for browsing but i often browser at i phone i like listening music and watching video at iphone.

readder this all abou my importatn gadget. what your favorite gadget? i want know too. actually many more my favorite gadget. i will post later. now i must practice dancer. good look all , and thx u want spend your time at my page reade about my story.... thx all love you alll

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