Tuesday, December 29, 2009

The Black Jack














밤에 혼자의 고독
강도에 대한 검색 수행
내 모든 희망이 죽을 듯했다
내 눈은 울어 더 이상 눈물을했다
태양 위에서 빛나고가 다음과 같은
당신은 당신의 끝없는 사랑이 나를 둘러
내가 볼 수없는 사촌 모든 것들이 지금 내게 너무 좋다


당신은 내 전부에요
아무것도 당신의 사랑을 가지고하지 않습니다
내 인생은 당신 혼자가
단지 난 아는 사랑
당신의 정신을 통해 나를 밀어 내는것
하면 아무 것도 할 것입니다
매일 밤 난기도
bended 무릎
당신이 항상있을 것입니다
내 모든 것을

이제 내 모든 희망이 내 모든 꿈
갑자기 현실입니다
기분에 내 가슴을 활짝 열었습니다
사랑의 종류 진정한 진짜 예요
불빛이 사라지지 않는거야
거기에 인생 건 내가 본 거래는 아니 고요
당신에게 사랑을 놓지 않을 것입니다
난 항상 너에게 알아 보시기 바랍니다

당신은 내 전부에요
아무것도 당신의 사랑을 가지고하지 않습니다
내 인생은 당신 혼자가
단지 난 아는 사랑
당신의 정신을 통해 나를 밀어 내는것
하면 아무 것도 할 것입니다
매일 밤 난기도
무릎
당신이 항상있을 것입니다
내 모든 것을

당신은 나에게 생명의 숨결이야
유일하게 내게 자유를 세트
그리고 당신은 완전한 내 영혼을 만들었습니다
모든 시간 모든 시간 ()에 대한

당신은 내 전부에요 (당신은 내 전부에요)
아무것도 당신의 사랑 (아무것도 당신의 사랑을 가지고되지 않습니다)를 가져오지 마라
내 인생은 홀로 (혼자) 당신입니다
단지 난 아는 사랑
당신의 정신을 통해 (당신의 영혼을 통해) 나를 밀어 내는것 나를 밀어 내는것
하면 아무 것도 할 것입니다 (아무 것도 할 때 예정)
기도 (기도를 매일 밤)
무릎이 내 무릎 (한국 시간)에
당신이 항상있을 것입니다
내 모든 것이



매일 밤 난기도
아래 무릎에
당신이 항상있을 것입니다
내 전부
오, 내 전부

yeah... today im so happy... very very happy because my best friend already arrive at singapore. surprise? of course im surprice... i don't know when she arrive , after i back from jogging time , i get her at apartement. hahahaha im so happy :)

my spirit come back , i think not too much. but better than yesterday. i hope today will better than today. i hope how many important people to me will always support me. because i not like now without they. thx for all my best friend who give me strong for do this , for alex without you i never have change to dance , so thx thx so much , thx you want teach me dancing and how important dancing to me .

thx to max , my best friend someboday who one always beside me and support me .without you i not like now , may be i don't have confidence to take this position. and max don't like me okay , im still like girl wahahah kiddink

michia thx for you attention to me , thx to your support , thx to participe to join with my dance team , thx to make me more strong and make me grow up , big thx to you michia. you know how many times i make your heart hurt , how many times i make you crying , how many times i make you upset , dissapoin and how many times im give you fake chance , but you want still want to be my best friend . thx michia. i don't know how i am now if without you , you teach me how many thing from live to love. but so sorry i can't give my love again for you.

my ex girl friend . sorry readder i don't tell you who is my ex girl friend. i don't have enough power to tell you about my ex girl friend. thx to my ex girl friend , who one teach me how important love , family , dance for me. may be you more young than me , but i think you really really amazing. you teach me how many things. you make me more stronger. anyway thx for you supporting yesterday , its make me wanna hug you. ps : i never let you go , maybye i loser but in my heart you still important to me

thx for my bao baei who want support me. so sory i can't give my love pure for you , i love you but i still love my ex girl friend. so sorry if this comment make you upset . but i don't want lie you , its a reallty. i don't know how long i like this . im sorry to you , big sorry to you. im am bad boy right???

and big thx GOD. you always beside me. i know withou YOU , i know like this.


nb : i not at this picture because i picture i take by your self, fiuh... not someone take a picture all member want take a picture , so im leader must take a picture for make my all member happy , and they are so happy . T_T kekekeke













hi reader how are you today? i hope you answer i today very good , or today im very happy. i really really you have answer like that. today , for me is my bad day.... why???? check this out

my upset day.... is about THE BLACK JACK. i upset because my self. i think i can't to be a good leader. i know i not alex. and i never can't to be like him. because i and alex is different type person. he have good leadership and i don't have that. i still learning.

because that im upset. i think can't do this. i think can't make this team a greet team. how many people support me. my members team support me too but its not enough. some part of my heart can't believe i will be make this team a greet team. i don't know why.

im very upset. everyday we together practice , actually is better. but i think something lost at my team. i don't know what is that , im still searching what part is lost in my team. when i see they dancing , i still have comment is not good for performing.

actually before i sleep yesterday. i thinking about quit from my position and i give to my friend. i still love to be member than to be leader. how many problem you meet if you to be leader , and i can't do it.

i already work hard , but its not enough , i not good enough to be leader. im must still practice. i don't want make my team dissapoint because me. i don't want , but i don't know how to make my team pround? i really really confused about this... GOD HELP ME TO DO THE BEST




hi reader! how are you today??? im hope you fine. today i very very tired. im practice dancing from 07.00 until 19.00 , 12 hours and just practice dancing. yeah i with my crew dance from now practice dancing. i want more serious and more practice , because we will join competition 22 december.

this my first team. i never thinking i will have a team. this team have 9 members. this name is the black jack. black jack is my when im dance. black jack have mean 21. this name card play. i love this name , so i name my first group with my name.

anyway reader , this is my first time i to be leader , that mean is my first crew. i little nervous because is my first time i to be leader. actually i never get this position. before i just to be member , alex is leader. when i get this position i don't know how i do first. i really really nervous. how many plan like lost at my head. i don't know why i can become like this. i dont believe my self , i don't believe if i can be good leader like alex. because i and alex si so big big different. but because my member , my friend , my ex girfriend say i can do it , i will try to the best for this.

this is first time i think i will lose. i know i must have positive thinking , but after 1 week i at singapore looking dancer at here , they so greet dancer. i never lose before. i alway to be winner at jakarta. im not want to be arrogant. but i never lose before. i know the reason i never know how about lose feeling is because alex. alex make him dancer so greet.

before i don't want take this position. but alex can't help , because when this competition star he join competition too at kl. so he not take this competition. but because i promesi to someone who important to me , so i take this. i hope i to do better i can. and i more hope she will happy i can't make new group. this my first group and i will work hard for this group. i don't want just win but i want my member have good moment when we join this competition. yeah i know win is important but not very important. the most important for this competition is moment when you with you friend practice together to be a better. not win for me. and i hope i can make this team my frist good team and my last team. because after this competition i will quit from vertigo crew , and i want college at hardward university. i never want say good by to dance but this time for i fokus to my future. i will not forever life just like boy right?

ps: picture for my team i will upload soon

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