21 black jack shop
Saturday, November 28, 2009
surprise????? yeah is minho and....humph.... please somebody tell me who is the girl , i don't know who is the girl...so sorry... yesterday when i want go to itc manga dua , i go to mall taman angrek before. i want take some money at atm. when i got the mall i pass etude house.... i listen snsd 'tell me your wish' song and i go to etude house... im looking - looking item at there. oh my god , that shop verry verry cute... i love that design , with pink colour of course my favorite colour , and i think if i marride someday i want make room like etude house wahahhaha....after that im browisng at internet about etude house , and i got surprise because shop at korea and singapore more cute than i look at taman anggrek. look this
after i look that shop , i concsious if i just only boy at that shop , how many girl at that shop , security that shop alread look at me , gosh im so scare , i look item at etude house , im talking to my self i must buy something , so if i do that , that security will not bad thing about me. yeah i know what item i buy , i buy this... MIRROR wahahahahaaha
this look like mirror for make up right? i don't think who will use that mirror , of course not me (may be) but with mirror this securty will not look at me , im so scare becasue security only look at me . beside mirror i buy this tooo , i don't know what is this , and how to use this. i buy this because i think so cute.... if you know how to use this please tell me.... can boy use this or no...is like nail art but i don't thinking like that
when i already buy i look this poster , and im surprise , because is so fantastic , before i already tell to reader if i like use eyeliner right? when i see this picture i really want buy this , but i not buy because my friend already waiting me , if i late may be he will kill me. i think this eyeliner so good
i choce super black , i think this eyeliner good because pen so small and it will make my eyes not like use eyeliner but so spooky
Friday, November 27, 2009
i publish this post i just want u know more about me , sometimes may be i don't reply your wall , message , or something . but with this blog i want keep in touch with you , i want you know how my feel today , know more about me , and etc. but i don't u miss understand about me , sometimes i don't reply you comment , message , chat not because im arrogant but may be im busy , i forget to reply or etc. so im so so sorry because that... hope you enjoy with my blog kekekekek
surpise??? is my bag... pinky bag. with a notes in my bag. why pink? because i like pink. is my little secret , if i performent i not use item with pink colour i can't performent. because if i not use item with pink colour i to be nervous , so if i not use clothes or accessory with pink colour i will use underware with pink colour
first is camera , yeah i like take a picture , not only my self but i like take all picture , with this camera i can explore my felling . oh i can make some moment can't i forget with this camera. this camera make me remember a great - great moment in my life. for me camera is like my life , i cant't life without this. so , how about you? you like take camera whenever you go? or no?
is mp3 mickey , i get this mp3 from my friend when im berth day. memory is mp3 is 2 gb , is not big but enough for me , i like listen song from mp3 than handphone , i don't know why , but about gadge i more like use cammera for take a picture than cammera handphone and i more like listening music from mp3 than i listening music from my handphone. so for me handphone just for calling , smsing , internet , not for take a picture or listening music. but sometimes i use my handphone for listening music or take a picture too
may be this item will make u supprise when you see my bag and there item. yeah is eyeliner gel. this item must in my bag , why? because my eyes is not big , so i must use this for make eye big and give trace spooky eyes. when im dance in perfomante i like use eyeliner . i little addict with this item. last year i think if boy use eye liner is so strange , but now i don't thinking like that again , how manye artist in korea , japan , etc use eyeliner when they performance , they so cool . yeah i know i not like they i not artist but i like to be fashionbale , i like make up , i like fasshion , so what do you think about me? if i like a girl right now? kekekekek
may be u will think i like a girl , or hermaphorodite . but i don't care. i think mirror is so important for me , i like see mirror when i think my hair is not good , for me my hair is my life , if i not comfortable with my hair , i will take a mirror and make my hair more good ah may be more stylish , if my hair stylish i will more comfortable. so the reason why i like change my hair style because i want more stylish. i like to be stylish , but some people don't like me like that , how many bad comment they say to me , may be i not artist or public figure but i want stylish. why im like wrong people?
is psp... old psp... i so lazy to buy new psp , and i think my psp is not bad....still can playing game , so why i must change my old psp? actually i have nds too , but i more like playing psp than nds , so i often take nds in my bag. psp is work make me not boring when im waiting practice dance or something. psp for me , for make me not boring . i often playing this psp if i not waiting...
so that all item always i take in my bag , what are you think about if righ now? you already know piece of me . i hope you not scare of me because i like girl and i like girl activite. i like make up , i like fasshion , i like girl activite , but u must know im still MAN , and i like girl . im normal MAN
Thursday, November 26, 2009
is cake from my friend , im so like this cake , my friend mother make this by your self , and you know what this cake so yummy , before i clean up this cake i take a picture... kekekeke ^^
sunday 29.11.09 'love like this'
today i not go anywhere , i think im need more rest , so today i just stay at my room. my friend give some food for i eating today , he give me some movie too. often i have time to watching movie at sunday , like today. usually every sunday i go for performent or practice dancing. my friend in my dance team today practice , i watching they practice use webcame , i so sorry to my friend i can't go practice dancing today. actually they not angry , they say to me to more rest but i can't feel good , im dissapoint about my condition right now , i don't want to be like weeds in my team , i know they never think i weeds in team , but im fell i like weeds. i so disappointed because i can't practice today. because im sick my mother calling me , she so worried about me. she say she want came to jakarta , but i think im okay alone at jakarta , so my mother not come to jakarta. actually i miss my mom , when i sick like this i very very miss my mother , but i can't call my mother , because she have activite at bandung so i can't call she , i don't want she more worride if she come to jakarta. ah.... i forget this... today my ms.x calling me she so worried about my condition , im so glad , she support me im so happy today because i can hear her voice... God thx for all , you give me more i want , may be sometimes im dissapointed about my condition but i know is your plan , i know you plan is best plan for my life....
sometimes i think time so cruel to me , time should me choice a hard option , i don't want choice but i can't . i must choice. i want time stop but time never and ever stop
friday 27.11.09
today i feel happy , why? because i know ms.x felling now , she already falling in love with me , may be if i do little mistake she never love me. not easy for me for forget ms.x may be not easy but i don't want forget her. yeah , may be is hard for me , really hard because i now not her boyfriend again , i can't charm to her but its okay , i just want she come to my side. ah....because yesterday i dancing so long time , i little sick now. my body is not good , i fell i want sick . i dont hope like that also. so i go to doctor and doctor give me some medice , doctor say to me i get stress and i not rest good so i must rest right now if i not to that i will sick and i must stay at hospital. thinking i will stay at hospital its make me scare , i don't like hospital. but beside that i must practice for battle dance in singapore january next year , i don't make my friend dissapointed because i don't practice , i don't want make my team fail because me. i must practice dance more and more , but i must rest too . how can i do now? i don't know.....
when i drop out my mother in mall i see this , actually i buy this balloon from ms.x and she like my present im so happy
thursday 24.11.09
yesterday i can't sleep. i dance from 20.00 until 03.00 , i hope i can't forget about ms.x but i can't. yeah i really really addict her. i don't want believe if my relationship now already end. i really sad... i think better i die than i live without her. but now i don't thinking like that again how many people support me to life and you know i so thanks full and happy because you all. how many people in my life and my friend in fb support me to not give up. thx all you're my greet friend. for my fb friend i never meet you but you want support me to i give up , so thanks full.
thursday 24.11.09 11.35
i have message from ms.x she invite me for wathcing with her. is amazing , actually she never invite me for playing with her , i always invite first. but today i have message ms.x invite me to wathcing movie...oh my good is really really amazing , i can't believe that , im so happy. when i have message from her i don't thinking why she do that , my friend tell to me she like devil , she don't want my love but want hang out with me . i really angry with my friend comment. i know my friend tell to me like that because he scary if i broken hurt. but i promise to ms.x if ms.x need me , just call me and i will be there for her. yeah this is my promise and i don't want not do that. may be she not love me , but i don't care , is enough for me if she want hang out with me.
thursday 24.11.09 20.00
i meet ms.x she look pretty for me. actually she not use special dress , she so casual tonight but i for me she look so pretty. she look so interested because she want watching ninja assashin , i think she not intrersted because that story but because is first debut movie rain in usa. she is rain fans. i know. after watching this film she look like so happy , and im so greatfull because i can see her smile again. i don't want she crying again , i promise i never make her crying again or hurting her heart. when im take her back to go home she say 'sorry' to me. im scared listen that , i don't know why , i just think may be she want leaving me , and i can't live without her. im so so scary. i stop my car , and when i stop my car i see tears drop again. gosh... i can't see tears drop from her eyes anymore. i really really want screaming because that. oh gosh , give me strong to surmount this. 'im sorry for do like yesterday but i think i can't life without you , i don't want you leave me , i think may be i already falling in love with you' gosh...this crazy i don't believe that....wahahahaha im so happy... may be i not couple again with ms.x but i know her felling to me..wahahahah and i don't want gi ve up anymore , i want she to be my girlfriend may be more....
thursday 24.11.09 11.35
i have message from ms.x she invite me for wathcing with her. is amazing , actually she never invite me for playing with her , i always invite first. but today i have message ms.x invite me to wathcing movie...oh my good is really really amazing , i can't believe that , im so happy. when i have message from her i don't thinking why she do that , my friend tell to me she like devil , she don't want my love but want hang out with me . i really angry with my friend comment. i know my friend tell to me like that because he scary if i broken hurt. but i promise to ms.x if ms.x need me , just call me and i will be there for her. yeah this is my promise and i don't want not do that. may be she not love me , but i don't care , is enough for me if she want hang out with me.
thursday 24.11.09 20.00
i meet ms.x she look pretty for me. actually she not use special dress , she so casual tonight but i for me she look so pretty. she look so interested because she want watching ninja assashin , i think she not intrersted because that story but because is first debut movie rain in usa. she is rain fans. i know. after watching this film she look like so happy , and im so greatfull because i can see her smile again. i don't want she crying again , i promise i never make her crying again or hurting her heart. when im take her back to go home she say 'sorry' to me. im scared listen that , i don't know why , i just think may be she want leaving me , and i can't live without her. im so so scary. i stop my car , and when i stop my car i see tears drop again. gosh... i can't see tears drop from her eyes anymore. i really really want screaming because that. oh gosh , give me strong to surmount this. 'im sorry for do like yesterday but i think i can't life without you , i don't want you leave me , i think may be i already falling in love with you' gosh...this crazy i don't believe that....wahahahaha im so happy... may be i not couple again with ms.x but i know her felling to me..wahahahah and i don't want gi ve up anymore , i want she to be my girlfriend may be more....
ps:
ninja asassin is great movie , you must watching that movie , but if you want watching this movie don't with kid , because is movie so cruel...
ninja asassin is great movie , you must watching that movie , but if you want watching this movie don't with kid , because is movie so cruel...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
i dont know how come be like today , im really really disappointed. i not good for my girl friend , im so bad. i know , i know i always make her crying , hurt , etc. I know i like devil for her but i don't want she leave me , i want she to be my girlfriend , i really really want her. i dont know how come i like this , but i think i already crazy because her. i never like this before , i think she is like narcotics for me , make me addicted to her.
yeah , i already to be her boyfriend , but its not long. today 25.11.09 , 16.00 she crying in front of me , she say 'i want this relationship end because is relationship for me so hard , i dont know how to explain but i don't have enough energy to face you' i very sad she want that relationship end.
im SINGEL again ,i don't angry to her because this not her fault . is my fault . but i don't want believe if i not with her again. i want with her forever and ever. everything i will do if she want come back to me . i love you baby
mesage to my ex girlfriend :
i don't want this relationship end like this. i want you with me always. but i know i not enough good for you , i always make u crying , hurting you , etc. but i just want you know i always love you. everything i will do for you if you back to me . but thx for everything you give to me , may be when we like a couple we not like couple . but i think is make my relationship different than another , and i very glad because i know you , i never forget when we together. so sorry for everything , i always hurt you , make you crying , yeah i know this word not enough for you , sorry is bad word but just sorry i can say to you. baby for last time i want say sorry , sorry for everything . this all my fault and thx for everything you give to me , is make me more grow like now. thx so much baby , i love you
don't say good bye if you can say that , because for me youre the one and youre everything and youre the one for me now , and forever.
yeah , i already to be her boyfriend , but its not long. today 25.11.09 , 16.00 she crying in front of me , she say 'i want this relationship end because is relationship for me so hard , i dont know how to explain but i don't have enough energy to face you' i very sad she want that relationship end.
im SINGEL again ,i don't angry to her because this not her fault . is my fault . but i don't want believe if i not with her again. i want with her forever and ever. everything i will do if she want come back to me . i love you baby
mesage to my ex girlfriend :
i don't want this relationship end like this. i want you with me always. but i know i not enough good for you , i always make u crying , hurting you , etc. but i just want you know i always love you. everything i will do for you if you back to me . but thx for everything you give to me , may be when we like a couple we not like couple . but i think is make my relationship different than another , and i very glad because i know you , i never forget when we together. so sorry for everything , i always hurt you , make you crying , yeah i know this word not enough for you , sorry is bad word but just sorry i can say to you. baby for last time i want say sorry , sorry for everything . this all my fault and thx for everything you give to me , is make me more grow like now. thx so much baby , i love you
don't say good bye if you can say that , because for me youre the one and youre everything and youre the one for me now , and forever.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
yeah....
finally i make blog too
kekekekeke
i really want make blog , but i dont have time for make this . but now i already have time to make blog , so i hope you all reader will enjoy with my blog
for future i will write about all about me , i hope all reader will know me more and more.
hope u enjoy in my blog ^^
kekekekeke
C.U
finally i make blog too
kekekekeke
i really want make blog , but i dont have time for make this . but now i already have time to make blog , so i hope you all reader will enjoy with my blog
for future i will write about all about me , i hope all reader will know me more and more.
hope u enjoy in my blog ^^
kekekekeke
C.U
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