Wednesday, February 3, 2010

status : stress

0 comments Posted by fay 'airos' at 3:56 AM



STRESS

yeap that word image me....

im stress right now....im stress because how many problem i cant leave , i want leave but i cant ,

how many time i spend for run from that problem but i cant , i try to run but i think i more close whit that problem

with this strange i want stand up by my self , i dont want make everyone worry about my condition .

I CAN DOING WITH MY SELF
MAY BE IS NOT EASY BUT I MUST DOING WITH MY SELF
BECAUSE I ALREADY LEAVE THAT PROBLEM ,THIS TIME FOR ME TO FINISH THAT. BECAUSE ONLY ME CAN FINISH THAT , NOT MY FAMILY , NOT MY BEST FRIEND , NOT MY GIRLFRIEND , BUT ME.

GOD GIVE ME STRANGE , GIVE POWER FOR MAKE THAT TO HAVE A GOD FINAL. I DONT WANT SOMEONE HURT , I DONT WANT SOMETHING CHANGE IF I FINISH THAT PROBLEM...

I BELIEVE GOD , YOU IS MY FATHER
I JUST PRAYER AND DO SOMETHING I THINK GOOD FOR MAKE THIS FINISH
I WANT ALL FINISH


my friend tell to me for edit my blog
i never do this before , but i will try if i already learn
right now i dont have time for learn edit blog , may be next time i will learn and make my blog more intersting. and i hope you like my blog
thx for reader who always read my blog
love you...




happy valentine day





maybe if you always read my status i have write status

I still think for quit from dance forever


its true , i always think about that. my parent said if i always to be a dancer its not good for my future. i must do something more big , for my family and for me.

i dont want my wife someday must work , just because i dont have enough money for my family

i dont want like that. because work is my duty , duty as a man...

i dont want my wife must tired because she must work , i want she at home , do something like a woman , shopping , go to mall with my kid , or else. i dont want my wife job, its my promise

that promise must make me more do something big. to be somebody who have a money , good profession.

i want tell story about my parent , i dont want arrogant because i dont have competence to be arrogant , that treasures is not mine , its my parent. my father job is boss , he have rigging in some place at indonesia , he have hotel too at taiwan. its make my parents rich.

from junior high school im private school at my home. my parents want me to be smart boy , and i already do the best for that. but in college i fail , im drop out from my college . its make my parents disappointed to me , and i promise right now i dont want make they dissapointed again

my life style is not same with how many people , its not mine im arrogant , i friendly to everybody who care and love me . my life style from junior high school yeah....eum....maybe you can say my life style is elegant, my friend comment my life style is jetset life style. they said like that because im rich.

for me , im not rich. my parents rich is not me. im still poor. but someday i want like my parent. money is not everything but money is something you need.

to be dancer is not make me success , i love dance , and everybody say my dance is good. reason my dance is good because i always practice. everyday i dance 1 - 2 hours , i you practice everyday 1-2 hours you will get good dancer too.

dance is not how your step , dance is about how you express you feeling when you listen music. i so bad to remember step , i never good to remember step. i always do free style dance , is work for me , but not work for my friend. i dont know why.

but for you reader , if you like dance , just listen music and move your body. never thinking your step is bad , because dance is not about bed or no some step but dance is about how you express your feel , how to you tell everybody how you feel when you listen music

every body can dance and dont scare if you someone ask me to dance. because because dance you can express your felling and something you can out from reality and go to word like you want.

its my tips from me , i hope that tips work. dont scare to dance. ah...if you want ask about dance , ask to me , i like if you want discussion about dance to me. someday i want quite but not now , thx for comment about that status. luph you all xD




 

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