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Thursday, November 26, 2009
is cake from my friend , im so like this cake , my friend mother make this by your self , and you know what this cake so yummy , before i clean up this cake i take a picture... kekekeke ^^
sunday 29.11.09 'love like this'
today i not go anywhere , i think im need more rest , so today i just stay at my room. my friend give some food for i eating today , he give me some movie too. often i have time to watching movie at sunday , like today. usually every sunday i go for performent or practice dancing. my friend in my dance team today practice , i watching they practice use webcame , i so sorry to my friend i can't go practice dancing today. actually they not angry , they say to me to more rest but i can't feel good , im dissapoint about my condition right now , i don't want to be like weeds in my team , i know they never think i weeds in team , but im fell i like weeds. i so disappointed because i can't practice today. because im sick my mother calling me , she so worried about me. she say she want came to jakarta , but i think im okay alone at jakarta , so my mother not come to jakarta. actually i miss my mom , when i sick like this i very very miss my mother , but i can't call my mother , because she have activite at bandung so i can't call she , i don't want she more worride if she come to jakarta. ah.... i forget this... today my ms.x calling me she so worried about my condition , im so glad , she support me im so happy today because i can hear her voice... God thx for all , you give me more i want , may be sometimes im dissapointed about my condition but i know is your plan , i know you plan is best plan for my life....
sometimes i think time so cruel to me , time should me choice a hard option , i don't want choice but i can't . i must choice. i want time stop but time never and ever stop
friday 27.11.09
today i feel happy , why? because i know ms.x felling now , she already falling in love with me , may be if i do little mistake she never love me. not easy for me for forget ms.x may be not easy but i don't want forget her. yeah , may be is hard for me , really hard because i now not her boyfriend again , i can't charm to her but its okay , i just want she come to my side. ah....because yesterday i dancing so long time , i little sick now. my body is not good , i fell i want sick . i dont hope like that also. so i go to doctor and doctor give me some medice , doctor say to me i get stress and i not rest good so i must rest right now if i not to that i will sick and i must stay at hospital. thinking i will stay at hospital its make me scare , i don't like hospital. but beside that i must practice for battle dance in singapore january next year , i don't make my friend dissapointed because i don't practice , i don't want make my team fail because me. i must practice dance more and more , but i must rest too . how can i do now? i don't know.....
when i drop out my mother in mall i see this , actually i buy this balloon from ms.x and she like my present im so happy
thursday 24.11.09
yesterday i can't sleep. i dance from 20.00 until 03.00 , i hope i can't forget about ms.x but i can't. yeah i really really addict her. i don't want believe if my relationship now already end. i really sad... i think better i die than i live without her. but now i don't thinking like that again how many people support me to life and you know i so thanks full and happy because you all. how many people in my life and my friend in fb support me to not give up. thx all you're my greet friend. for my fb friend i never meet you but you want support me to i give up , so thanks full.
thursday 24.11.09 11.35
i have message from ms.x she invite me for wathcing with her. is amazing , actually she never invite me for playing with her , i always invite first. but today i have message ms.x invite me to wathcing movie...oh my good is really really amazing , i can't believe that , im so happy. when i have message from her i don't thinking why she do that , my friend tell to me she like devil , she don't want my love but want hang out with me . i really angry with my friend comment. i know my friend tell to me like that because he scary if i broken hurt. but i promise to ms.x if ms.x need me , just call me and i will be there for her. yeah this is my promise and i don't want not do that. may be she not love me , but i don't care , is enough for me if she want hang out with me.
thursday 24.11.09 20.00
i meet ms.x she look pretty for me. actually she not use special dress , she so casual tonight but i for me she look so pretty. she look so interested because she want watching ninja assashin , i think she not intrersted because that story but because is first debut movie rain in usa. she is rain fans. i know. after watching this film she look like so happy , and im so greatfull because i can see her smile again. i don't want she crying again , i promise i never make her crying again or hurting her heart. when im take her back to go home she say 'sorry' to me. im scared listen that , i don't know why , i just think may be she want leaving me , and i can't live without her. im so so scary. i stop my car , and when i stop my car i see tears drop again. gosh... i can't see tears drop from her eyes anymore. i really really want screaming because that. oh gosh , give me strong to surmount this. 'im sorry for do like yesterday but i think i can't life without you , i don't want you leave me , i think may be i already falling in love with you' gosh...this crazy i don't believe that....wahahahaha im so happy... may be i not couple again with ms.x but i know her felling to me..wahahahah and i don't want gi ve up anymore , i want she to be my girlfriend may be more....
thursday 24.11.09 11.35
i have message from ms.x she invite me for wathcing with her. is amazing , actually she never invite me for playing with her , i always invite first. but today i have message ms.x invite me to wathcing movie...oh my good is really really amazing , i can't believe that , im so happy. when i have message from her i don't thinking why she do that , my friend tell to me she like devil , she don't want my love but want hang out with me . i really angry with my friend comment. i know my friend tell to me like that because he scary if i broken hurt. but i promise to ms.x if ms.x need me , just call me and i will be there for her. yeah this is my promise and i don't want not do that. may be she not love me , but i don't care , is enough for me if she want hang out with me.
thursday 24.11.09 20.00
i meet ms.x she look pretty for me. actually she not use special dress , she so casual tonight but i for me she look so pretty. she look so interested because she want watching ninja assashin , i think she not intrersted because that story but because is first debut movie rain in usa. she is rain fans. i know. after watching this film she look like so happy , and im so greatfull because i can see her smile again. i don't want she crying again , i promise i never make her crying again or hurting her heart. when im take her back to go home she say 'sorry' to me. im scared listen that , i don't know why , i just think may be she want leaving me , and i can't live without her. im so so scary. i stop my car , and when i stop my car i see tears drop again. gosh... i can't see tears drop from her eyes anymore. i really really want screaming because that. oh gosh , give me strong to surmount this. 'im sorry for do like yesterday but i think i can't life without you , i don't want you leave me , i think may be i already falling in love with you' gosh...this crazy i don't believe that....wahahahaha im so happy... may be i not couple again with ms.x but i know her felling to me..wahahahah and i don't want gi ve up anymore , i want she to be my girlfriend may be more....
ps:
ninja asassin is great movie , you must watching that movie , but if you want watching this movie don't with kid , because is movie so cruel...
ninja asassin is great movie , you must watching that movie , but if you want watching this movie don't with kid , because is movie so cruel...
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